She said that all her past boyfriends seemed to want it so she assumed I did too.
I said “why?” and she didn’t know, but she knew they liked it. When I asked her if she liked it, she said, “It’s okay with me… just whatever turns you on.” I told her that I didn’t have any interest, and she didn’t bring it up again. A year or two after we had already broken up, I saw porn for the first time, and when I saw a cum facial onscreen it was literally like a BOLT OF LIGHTING connecting my brain and my dick! I was seeing something awesome that was un-explainably erotic, and from then on, I wanted it as often as possible. Girls have told me that I got this desire from watching porn but without a doubt, the desire to cum on a girl’s face was a deep instinctual urge that was only awakened by seeing it, and wasn’t created in me by repeated watching. In general, porn is like that… it teaches you about your own desires and doesn’t indoctrinate.” There are many sexual acts I’ve seen in porn repeatedly, such as ass-jiggling, slapping a girl’s face with a dick, or blowing cum bubbles after a facial, that I have no desire at all to copy.
